The Mood Continues

I’d like it if I could report that yesterday’s foul mood was a one-day affair. Unfortunately, I cannot. I think the only reason it didn’t plague me as much today is because I kept myself very busy at work. Once the day was done though, the mood came back. I felt myself boiling over again, and I didn’t like it.

I decided to start re-watching Roots tonight to try and get my mind back on track and to try and maybe get myself out of this funk. It didn’t really assist in either effort. My mind is still swimming with undirected angst and I have no idea what I’m going to do tomorrow when it finally comes time for me to start revising my manuscript.

My advisor has had to take away the one-week extension he’d given us for the next deadline, bringing us back to the original deadline of March 7. I have to hand in a full revision of my 176 page manuscript and I haven’t even started to revise it yet.

That’s a lie. I’ve started. I’ve thought about it. I just haven’t done much.

But that’s the kind of mood I’m in. What I should really do is go out and get a drink, but I’m not even sure if that would make me feel better. Instead, I think I’m going to play a game. I haven’t done anything fun on this computer in almost a month.